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I found another point of view
just a dead end avenue
I'm growing closer back to you
just what I don't wanna do
just what I don't wanna do
is to fall in front of you

And you can break and you can mend
for all the wrongs that you defend
you learn the hard way in the end

So stay in my memory
you can hide out there
don't take all my thoughts away
so I can start to begin again
So stay in my memory
you can hide out there
don't take all my thoughts away
so I can start to begin again
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"She's talking to angles,
 counting the stars,
 making a wish on a passing car,
 she's dancing with strangers,
 she's falling apart,
 waiting for superman to pick her up,
 in his arms,
 in his arms,
 waiting for superman."
Waiting for superman by daughtrywww.youtube.com/watch?v=pbT3uv…


This is how I feel pretty much everyday.This song helps a little.

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Where did the innocence go?I can barely remember the days when the world was a happy and wonderful place to live in.No matter what happened,it would always turn out ok.Like if I fell and scraped my knee,one of my parents would get a band aid and kiss it to make it better.Or if I had a nightmare,my mom would hug me and tell me it would be ok.Even when my parents split,I still saw both of them so I thought everything was alright.It was when my grandpa was in the hospital that things started to change.I didn't believe in death back then.I didn't know what it was.When my grandpa died,my perfect little world started falling apart.Things started moving too fast.And I just couldn't keep up.

I now know that life is a cruel and unforgiving place.A lot of wonderful things have happened in my life.But even so,I feel as if there is something missing inside.Like there is a void that needed to be filled.I always feel the need to ask my family and friends if they really care about me,even though I know they do.I'm surrounded by so many people who love and care about me,but sometimes I just need to be reminded of that.
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If only some dreams came true.Yeah I know,there are some that do.Dreams about who we want to become when we're older and things like that.But i'm talking about different dreams.Dreams that will only be dreams.Every day when I get up,the first thing I do is take a look around my room.I look at everything I have and what will become of it.And I think to myself.Wow,to think all of this will eventually be gone one day.As everyday of my life goes by,I try my hardest to remember what it was like when I was younger.But I can't.No matter how hard I try,I never can.Memories of how it was like before everything started changing.Every night,when I go to sleep,I dream about being a little girl again.When my parents were still together,when my grandparents were still alive,when my friends say that they'll be my friends forever.

It's different now.I'll admit,i'm still happy with my life.I have so many people who are there for me and support me.Yet i'm still sad inside.The one dream I have that's the most important.The dream of never growing up will never come true.Peter Pan won't come in my window and take me off to Neverland.I'll have to deal with the pain of losing family and friends as the years go by.And all I can do is accept it.A lot of kids what to grow up so bad,but I just want to never grow up and leave my childhood behind.
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CherryBlossom sat at her dining room table with a small letter in her hooves.The letter had said that ever since she had her daughter,Sparkleshine,she couldn't get as much work done as she had done before.Her boss had decided to fire her for that fact.Just then,her daughter ran down the stairs in excitement.To many ponies surprise,Sparklershine had been born an alicorn,which was extremely rare."Mama,what are you looking at?"Sparkleshine asked with curiousity.CherryBlossom looked down at her daughter with loving eyes."Oh,it's nothing honey"she replied.

A few weeks passed and CherryBlossom was having a hard time now that she was unimplowed.If she was living on her own,she would have been fine,but that wasn't the case.She had her daughter to take care of.There was one solution to her problemthat rested in the back of her mind,but she knew that she would never beable to do it.Finally,she decided that it would be best for the both of them...
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